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Name: dane
Birthday: 5/11/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: kissing puppies!
Expertise: showing my sensative side!
Occupation: Engineering
Industry: Media
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Member Since:
8/8/2003
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| i don't write on here anymore! you can get off my back now! i've made up my mind! seriously...give it up im done!
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| my life is currently in motion! i can't tell the difference between the days. i'm dizzy with strange feelings, that come and go my way. a love that i wanted more than you, i fixed my eyes apon. until your love shined through, a glaze had coverd me blind. but i want you more than anything, i want you more than life itself, i want you more than anything. so take yourself off the shelf, and become wisdom in my brain. bring yourself back in this space. cause there's a difference in me, i've noticed. when you are far away!
in need you to become closer to me than ever before. i need you to open up new things. and shut the doors. to the mistakes i've made. i need you to erase them, cause it's enough thery're in my brain. oh and, i could use some patience. cause your timing is much different than mine. i want to work on relationships, instead of letting them fall far behind, where they become to hard to maintain. and begin to fade from my mind. allow work to become important, and take more advantage of the rest in need. cause my lifes is just a blur to me. and that's not gonna work anymore.
and yet tomorrow looks much better. i'm feeling that it'll be good. cause my lifes much better, when you're being understood.
you're mysteriously amazing. and i accept your grace. my heart is flailing. and i know that life will be good, when you're taking form in this place.
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| don't call me a barista! i'm a baristo!!! that's right! i now work at Starbucks Coffee! | | |
| It's a new day! I only slept for two hours last night and then i woke up! how crappy is that? oh well, i just laid in bed until 7am and then i got up! nothin' new to be honest! i still don't have a job! my aunt is moving! i'm not quite sure where i'll be going next! i'm gonna apply for starbucks!!! haha! me! starbucks! no seriously! i am! but anyway, i feel real good about life though! i love that i'm not FREAKN' OUT like i think i would have before this summer! AHHH CAMP! camp was real good! some things could have been better, and some think i probably shouldn't of even gone! but God really reached me this past summer at camp. i've come to realize that (i guess cause drove so much) i don't need to worry! and how to just chill my heart and to stay calm and wait! my buddy nick pickrell gave me some inspiring words the other day though. he told me that in the old testament, all those old dudes never waited around for God to act! the moved, they trusted! and that's what i feel like is going to help a lot! this is the earliest i've been up since camp! and i love it! i don't know if i'm gonna make it through the entire dayor not! but, i wanna trust God and just MOVE!!! you know! live this incredible life he's blessed me with and enjoy it to the fullest! even if i'm broke and pathetic! i'm finished being lazy! i'm ready to take care of business! ok! gotta go! i have to get a job! dane P.S. don't live in regret! Jesus died so that we may all be forgiven! FREAKN' FORGIVEN!!! for all the crap we've done in the past, the now, and the future! guess what! HE'S THAT GOOD!!! a lot of the times, i wanna regret the fact that i went to a ridiculously expensive school! that i'm not really working that often. that i can't control the reality of my life! i regret it too b/c my loans are as much as a house payment each month! but i know and realize that if i stay dilligent, and continue to trust in the lord. that he will prevail in my life! and his direction will come into place! NO WORRIES! | | |
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So...hello to all of you who participate in the reading of my XANGA!!!! oooh...XANG-GA! i like saying xanga! especially the anga part! Another job attempt bites the dust! I thought I was in the bag with the Daily Blues job. (for all of you who don't know what i'm talking about. it's a denim store) But, I haven't given up hope! The DJ company is in the works, and hopefully will come together and be up and running within the next month or two! We're calling it Empyreal Productions! I really wanted ENTERTAINMENT at the end of it, but you just can't do the E.E. thing! it didn't really flow smoothly. So...I talked to some friends, and they reminded me that Substitute Teaching is always a good route! so, i applied for the KCK school district! they pay pretty decent for a days work i guess! and then i'd have my evenings and weekends open to do sound! Life is good, i just want some consistant income coming in so i don't have worry about where it's gonna come from next! But, this has given me a chance to completly trust God in everything! and i keep telling Him that i'm cool with that! cause it wasn't always the easiest thing for me to do! so.................in conclusion, I need prayer just like the rest of the 3-4 billion people on the earth! But not as much as the poor and needy! i'm blessed with a mom who's willing to help me out as long as she can give me crap every now and then! much love to all of you! D
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